my ex rescued my foray into therapeutic DIY hairdressing without me resorting to the hairclippers that I was threatening.. Not as bad as I thought it would be. Bobtastic.
my eyes are sore from crying and no sleep
Also.. social media, groups and and that jazz has become pretty triggering too so I’m gonna try and ramp down if not leave that lark too.
I’m thinking this may be all happening again because I’ve not had any cymbalta for 4days and sort of stopped taking my estrogen as well. On top of that I’ve gone through two bottles of jack and a couple of nice bottles of wine this weekend and haven’t really slept since Friday. Really am feeling wired, full of brain shocks and the dark edges.
Sorry about last night. Still deep in it.